I’m so pathetic,
I can’t surprise my girlfriend for the life of me xD
I gotta at least make a tumblr post to let her know a surprise is in store x) even if she doesn’t know what it is x)
I’m still bad at this whole surprising thing xD
All i wanna do right now is lose myself in video games and forget about the real world.
Witch is a problem because I have work tomorrow and a girlfriend i should be spending my little bit of free time talking to.
I guess what I REALLY wanna do is smoke a bowl, smile, and continue on with my real world life.
But for now I’ll hang out with video games til it’s time to make myself go to sleep. Witch will be soon lol.
Don’t grow up, kids.
I’m so easily pissed off lately. I just wanna rip everyone’s head off.
I feel like it’s cause I’m stressed out but maybe I just hate the world Idk.
New years needs to be here already xD so I can go get drunk in my favorite place with my favorite family and my beautiful girlfriend x)
And have drunken new years sex to start off the year and my vacation with my baby x)
Wouldn’t you be anxious too? xD
Kinda tired of having one friend who is more of a smoking buddy to play video games with. That’s the shit and everything and I love weed and video games a lot but it gets old and I just want friends to text all the time about whatever and actually have decent conversations.
Anyone wanna new texting buddy? Lol even though on the days I work I’m like a ghost to the world. Either way, if anyone wants to talk just ask or message or whatever x)
my family sucks so ive spent my thursday playing video games and dodging my dad and my feelings about family and holidays and its starting to catch up with me
Working hard every single day for money to go see her and save up to go live with her, and it’s making it hard to spend any time talking to her cause I’m either working or sleeping :(
We can make it through the rough though x) we both need this more than anything, patience is key <3